What a day.... haiz...was 15 minute late for my Etech paper today. While in the bus, i was worried that the school would not allowed late comer to take the paper. But lucky i was able to. I think this time round, i will fail the paper. Who to blame? haiz just blame it on myself for not studying hard enough. I need someone beside me to push me and guide me to study. hahahha.. but who is so free to teach me. Etech is my weakest subject and i hope i can just pass this module will do. Hmm..after my paper, went to library to see movie with my friend then after that went back home at about 12.50. So eat my lunch and on the computer online and typing this crap now. Hahha...ok i stop here so wish myself luck for tomorrow EG1 paper in the afternoon.

Why our friendship turn out like this??? Dont know why still have the image of her in my mind. haiz....i was trying to forget her but it dont seems to work. What should i do? My heart was still bleeding internal for what she said to me in a non-verbal but in every teens favourite way-SMS. Am i wrong in the first place? Well, i dont think so. Sometimes when i saw her from afar, my heart softner. We do not talk anymore face to face, not even a "hi" and also in email, MSN and SMS. Is not that i dont want to chat with her but she is avoiding me. We just like stranger to each other. I do not know how she think of that but I was really sad and i dont tell out my feeling to anyone i know and so i write down my feeling in Blog to express my sadness. Will there be a day for reconciliation? Truely, i dont think so...This matter has been daunting me for many months and i hope time could cure my wound in my heart.

Today early morning took bus 74 to school. Haiz..the bus was without aircon and was so stuffy as my journey to school was about an hour 15 minute. But no choice because i dont want to be late for my 8am Sport and Wellness lesson on Fittness and Conditioning or else expect tough training befall me. When the bus was passing by macritchie reservoir the long road stretch, i could smell and feel the gentle and fresh cool breeze air from the surrounding. It was a wonderful and calm feeling. Lucky i sat beside the window or else i missed such chance. Slowly slowly...i fell asleep in the bus and with my handphone on my hand, i accidently pressed to called chek Lim while i was asleep. sorry cheklim for that! hahaha...Lucky i managed to wake up in time to alight down the bus.hhahaha. ok i stop writting here.Bye and nitz...now watching the sworning in of PM.

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Hello Everyone!!!...hahaha finally first time creating my first Blog. Hmm...well first of all, i would like to wish myself a very Happy Birthday. yup..Today, 11 August was my birthday and thanks to those who sent me wishes and present. Thanks friends! glad that you guys still remember my birthday. Haiz, dont know why this year birthday dont bring me any true laughter. Infact, today was totally different one from last year. Perhaps is because i am a year older le... haiz...Time passes so fast and soon i be turning 20 and by that time, everything will pass very fast. I think every year birthday will be a worry and scary one..hahaha...cos growing older.

Today went to school early in the morning to meet Luqman, Subahan and Kishore for a gym session in the school before we went for EG1(Engineering Mathematics 1) lesson. But that teacher made us stayed back tilled 3.30pm for make-up class because of the National day, instead of the normal time of 2.00pm end. We also have a class test today and i hope i can pass. After that went to Sengkang secondary library to take my shirt back and have a short chat with Miss tracy Yee(my former form teacher). At around 5.15pm, i reached CompassPoint to wait for Huiyu, Boonpeng and lok faang as they gave me present for my birthday. haiz....i waited so long for them till about 6.10pm before they arrived. Before they came, i went to the bus interchange there to have a seat and wait. Seeing people of all kind passes me and so what can i do? just wait......Wahahaha...then after that we went around Compasspoint to have a walk and chat. Finally went back home at about 7.00pm and have my Birthday dinner/celebration with my family. Ok i stop here for now and hope you guys do remember to check back my Blog more often as there will be more personal update soon. Thanks!!......