WOw...actually it's been so long since i last blog. Well, i really hope to meet up everyone soon. Time flies and year end is coming. Still not sure if i still be around by the end of the year but if i do leave....i will certainly miss everyone. 9th August is coming and yes... it's our Nation's 44th birthday. 44 years of independence and 44 years in the making. Just when the date are near, i feel my national identity is getting stronger and stronger. Cause... this is the land i grow up from, making new friends, and everything. Each time i see the flag fly high....i will lift up my head high up and in my heart, i am truly proud to be a Singaporean. Most of my friend think i am too a pro govt. But i think....one should look at how things really should work and what is best for them. If not, end of the day, we are the one really suffering. For the past few months, a new friend had given me a new hope and happiness. She had brighten up my days, given me strength. However, we are many distance apart. I enjoy talking to her and have many things to tell her too. Yes! Bewitched, bothered and bewildered or maybe it is a dream after all. Many things will change and i do believe in destiny. Well, destiny or not...time will tell too. I don't know actually...but i carried a heavy heart and try to live happy as i can. I should step out of my box and welcome a New Ivan.